"Never underestimate what you can do when you believe in yourself. Never give up."


Current Goals:
Get a Industry Related part time Job
Win a BJJ competition
Get 2 High Distinctions for University
Learn Chinese - Mandarin

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

25/7/12 Where to start?

I have no clue where to start.. it has been so long since my last post.

Although not much has changed, much has also. The main highlight I have had over the past couple months is simply Zoe. Granted we have had some problems here and there, we have managed to work through them. The time we have spent together these past months is just, unforgettable. However, this brings me to this. We have broken up.

I feel we have been torn apart by circumstances rather than a lack of feelings for one another. The thing is I can't imagine my life without her. I decided a while ago that she was the one. I can't give my heart to anyone else because I have already given it to you. As you said we are still young and I know that, I know that I can't offer you anything at this time but that will change and I can assure you that no one would love you as much I do. I would give up anything and everything if you were only to ask. Recently I was struggling to find out what I wanted in life, but now I know... I don't care how long it takes but I want you and only you. You are my life.

It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks, I can't imagine my future without you, however bleak that future is of us together is, it will become a reality.