5/2/12 Chores?

Felt a little guilty about my room today, just had to spend some time cleaning it. Turns out I moved things around as well. I got a little too into it all I forgot to have my lunch! Although after everything feel much much better and sooner or later I need to work out how much it costs to get it all painted. I have put it off so long and I really want to looking all nice and pretty. Wonder how much it will cost to get the carpet changed... So much things I want to deal with. Have to do one thing at a time don't we?

Looking forward to tomorrow. SUPERBOWL. The one big game of American Football everyone looks forward to. Well... not so much me, I just want to hang out with a few mates. Somehow this even has become a yearly thing. No doubt it will be fun. Depending on how long the game takes, I may or not hit the gym tomorrow. If not I will be going first thing on Tuesday morning... either way expect a Week 1 transformation photo here by tomorrow.

I can't help myself.... Zoe you rock, how does simply talking to you make me feeling so special? I am glad you loved that song, How can everything feel so right between you and me?

"This is our fate, I'm yours."

4/2/12 Hitting the Weights

Had my first session at the gym today with Brian - I signed up with him yesterday. It was great getting back into it, I was really surprised how much I missed it. At the same thing it was harder than I thought. More or less treated the day as gauging session to get an idea of my current fitness levels. Got a general idea of where I am at, going to be great building myself back up again. Brian is going to be a gym buddy, I am a little fitter than him but I will definitely do all I can to bring him up.

6 Week Training Program.

3 sessions a Week: Mon-Wed-Fri (at long as sessions aren't on consecutive days)

10 Min | Exercise Bike: Cardio
3 Sets / 10 Reps | Dumbbell Lunges
3 Sets / 10 Reps | Leg Press
3 Sets / 10 Reps | Barbell Squats
3 Sets / 10 Reps | Lat Pull Down3 Sets / 10 Reps | Bench Press
3 Sets / 10 Reps | Dumbbell Shoulder Press
3 Sets / 10 Reps | Standing Rows
3 Sets / Max (1 min) | Sit Ups
3 Sets / 1 Min | Plank

Notice that all the exercises are compound. The idea is to build up my base before I start targeting specific muscle groups. Slightly off topic I am going to take a hold of my diet as of next week and make sure I am eating right. There is no point slugging it out in the gym only to eat something like Mc Donald's. 

Will upload a Weekly transformation Photo every Monday as well as a update on my current weight. (Current weight is 64 kg)

Yes its true Zoe, I am addicted to you. You said you are a little concerned the flame will go out? Don't be. It will only get stronger, no way its going to go out. Just like before, thinking of you just makes me happy and tingly inside. When we meet, you all your fears will be put to rest. Never will you have concerns about us. I will never do anything to hurt you, I want you and only you. Since I met you, no one else compares. The future is simply... us.

3/2/12 Lets go!

Remember that gym I mentioned a couple days ago? Well I signed up today. I guess I didn't have a strong desire to sign up straight away but I guess I am happy I did. Signed up with a friend of mine and we scored a slightly lower price. Planning to start gym tomorrow. Need to start looking at my diet and make sure I am eating right. I got about 3 weeks to get into some decent shape... Lets go get started shall we. Maybe I can start a 5 day program... Hmm... Need to start thinking.

Zoe, I thought I dropped a bit of a bombshell on you. Sometimes the line between honest and too honest is a little blurred for me but I felt I had to tell you, and looking back I back I guess it made us much stronger. You are the best thing that has happened to me. Stay with me forever.

2/2/12 Yeah I said it

Fate, chance? I am not usually one who believes in this kind of thing but my relationship with Zoe makes me want to reconsider everything. Years ago I made a profile on a dating website, now I have no clue as to why I decided to, heck, I didn't even do anything on the website. I always wished to delete my profile for years but never did, then it happened... I met Zoe (note, my profile is deleted now). Today when I was texting her, my phone went a little haywire and I sent the dreaded "i love you" message unintentionly... I never have EVER said this to a girl nor did I ever want to until I did honestly meant it but the thing is, I AM in love with her and have been for a while... unintentional or not, I mean it wholeheartly. It may only be 3 words but the mean so much, I didn't want to say them till I knew she felt the same. However, to my surprise... she said them back... to me of all people. I have no idea what she sees in me but I guess I am doing something right.

I can scarcely believe a simple online relationship has already turned into so much. Only time can tell how can we will become, I just know I can't picture myself without her. She will forever be a part of my life. I truly care about her and even now the thought of her puts a stupid smile on my face.

Call it fate or chance, it doesn't matter... everything happens for a reason.

Zoe... we are going to be together for forever babe.

1/2/12 What the heck

Submitted the Study Abroad program whilst still being a little unsure about going. I have spoken to a few close people about the whole trip and really despite all the reasons, nay excuses, I come up with... it really comes down to regretting going or not going. Now everything is done, I have to wait up to 5 weeks to find out the verdict... Honestly I am hoping that I both get accepted and that I don't get accepted. It is rather a funny predicament.

Didn't get up to too much today, mainly just handed in my study abroad program and also checked out a local gym I have been meaning to check out for a while. It is a little pricy ($15 and change/week) although it is 24/7 and has rather state of the art facilities. It is rather close to home and being 24/7 it is rather convenient. Need to think about it a little more, the extra $3 a week compared to where I am going and quite frankly it really does add up.. [$12 a month, $144 a year]. Current gym being the uni gym but to go there especially on the weekends is out of my way and perhaps that may be why I wasn't as regular as I should have been. The choices, the choices. I will check out another place then make my decision later - don't intend on joining till the end of the week.

Completely off topic. ZOE. ZOE. ZOE. You are a crazy evil girl aren't you? But heck, I love that. Oh yes I do. Don't be scared. I just get excited thinking about you. Now I know how you feel I am completely at ease. I am just counting down the days, one at a time. Then you will be mine, for now and forever.